my sadness

annoying day..............the day i broke my mp4

whereas that is my beloved mp4 i bought it by my money but b'coz my improper i broke it.....T.T

i broke the mirror of it, perhaps i must change the mirror
the program of it are still good, but i cant see the picture that i save inside,it is so the boring time without my beloved mp4.

please back be healthy my beloved, i need you accompany me past all my day.........

without you i can't hear my minnie's voice every time.......hiks.......hiks..........hiks...........

but maybe
this is the best for me b'coz i'll join in college a little more,so i must study to prepare join in exam entering.

yeah......just a month later i must wait patiently.
i'll hold my desire to hear my minnie's voice and other.
i must stud hard more and more, so that i can enter in college more easy

i sure, my GOD gave me this way, b'coz i too love to him and probably is not good for me.
it doesn't matter i my self know about it, i realize that is "too love" not good for me, b'coz of that my mp4 was broken, so that i can study with concentration.
yes......now this time for i may not think about him too much.

main point i must study harder more and more, b'coz i'm not a child anymore, i've become a woman xb............

if i like this i look like a girl who love something and too love someone....
yeah.........that's right, but not all.........
i only feel deeply regretted with what i did.

actually, i like this just so so...........
not more, but i hope can be less............i wanna make my mind focus just for study,and focusing my love only for GOD, however i hope my love for GOD bigger than everything in this world,aaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeennnnnnnnnnnnn..........................